Vlog#31 Falling in love with life

In the next days on Ibiza we were preparing for the coming Ayahuasca Ceremonies. The Ceremonies started in the evening, under the guidance of a very experienced shaman. That meant we still had the whole day to hang out, go to nice cafes having some drinks or lunch and have good conversations together. Since the day I came to Ibiza I met such great people and every day something new and surprisingly happened. Every day felt like an adventure and I started to see that I can live this kind of beautiful life.

In the Ceremony I liked that we first drunk a natural MAO inhibitor called Harmala or Syrian rue. This plant comes from Arabic countries. So they don’t know this plant in the jungle. 😉

The taste of this brew is awful, but this time it was not that bad. The Harmala will prevent that the DMT in the Ayahuasca is broken down by the enzymes that are in the stomach. The Harmala takes care that you go faster into your journey. It can even be just 5 minutes. For me a huge help! After drinking the Harmala I felt so relax, also because I did some Rapé on forehand which made me feel so in peace that I could even feel it in my toes.

At first I had some beautiful visions, that I really enjoyed. I felt so blessed to experience this. Then I had an amazing encounter with a North American Indian and it became clear to me that this was me in a past life. It was like he traveled to the future to visit me. We were in a kind of bubble out of time and he was aware that I was from the future. This Indian is an Earthkeeper. I met him before in my Ceremonies. He is heartbroken because all the thing we are doing to the earth. He has so much wisdom and he wanted to give me his knowledge, but I had to tell his that I could only receive it out of love and not out of sorrow and a heartbreaking feeling. When I was connecting to the Indian inside of me I felt the pain but I also saw that we are making a turn around and we will change things in the future. Then I explained to him how we live these days and he was very surprised about a lot of things. We also had some laughter about this together.

The next day we had our second Ceremony. My intention was to open my heart and set myself more free. I had so much fun during this Ceremony and I was laughing a lot. Ayahuasca was teaching me about animals. It started with doves that were flying around free in the air. I saw more birds and feathers and experienced so much freedom. It was a very light energy. Then the lion came. He was really wild and gave me power and strength. After that a whole lot of elephants came running at me, and they were blowing me away with their power. For me this was the power of working with Ayahuasca and I was only laughing about all these elephants. At last the Mammoth came. And he came also running and gave me power! I was laughing so hard.

It’s amazing what Ayahuasca can give us. It can heal your programs and open up your heart. If you open your heart you will live in a better world. There’s nothing to be afraid of. There’s only love.

In the last 4 days of my journey I had only joy. Just deep conversations, being in nature, enjoying very good and healthy food and saw the best places of Ibiza. To end my journey like this gave me so much gratitude. I was so fulfilled and felt like the most happy woman on this planet. I was falling in love with life.

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