WeekVlog#23 Birthday! Jumping into a New Adventure!

As I wrote I started to do some sports this week. I went out of my comfort zone and did a boxing class to awaken the warrior in me. Actually the Netflix show Sense8 inspired me to do this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKpKAlbJ7BQ

I am slowly making myself ready for a new period in my life where I like to bring some discipline and determination. I love to go beyond fear and for me boxing is very symbolic for that. I love to work on my dreams, set new goals and go for my dreams. This is part of my preparation.

One of my challenges in my life is that my nature is very much like a butterfly. I love to fly around. I go from one flower to another. This gives me the feeling that I am alive. In my head I am telling myself that I need to be like everyone else. At the same time it makes me laugh, because I can’t. You can never change someone’s nature. A butterfly will always be a butterfly. In the same way a red rose will always be a red rose. This was already destined when it was just a seed.

I think it’s a trap to go for certainty in your life. This can become a prison.. Doing the same thing over and over again, gives you comfort in your job, relationship or life style. You can feel bored , stuck or the feeling that you don’t contribute on a higher level.

I believe we need to grow and have challenges to feel alive. In nature… If something doesn’t grow, it will die. We can experience this in our energy fields. We have a longing for growth and development. Sometimes you just need to book a ticket to another county to open your mind. It’s good to meet new people, new cultures, to experience different energies to get new inspiration and live more and more from a higher purpose. Growth brings fulfillment. It makes you feel good.

For now my last Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands are taking place. I was reflecting back what Ayahuasca has done for me. It changed my life completely in every way like I never could imagine! The first time I drank Ayahuasca I thought the World had changed. Then I found out the World did not change. I changed. Ayahuasca gave me new eyes. I had a new ideas about who I was. A new feeling, a knowing.

I had a different feeling, a different experience and a different knowing about reality. A new perspective about other people. Who they are. They reflect my inner World. What I see in them is a reflection of my inner World. What I see in other people is telling something about my inner World. This was a huge breakthrough for me. After this insight is started doing meditation. Another big help on my path.

Even while I stop my Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands for a while now. I know I will contribute in bringing people to Ayahuasca wherever on the World. In a very short time I built something very solid together with other people. By closing this door everything is open again and this gives me a great feeling! I trust that life will take care of me. Again I am open and I love it.

I see that I have a great perspective in this coming weeks.. I feel I am open for life and life gives me amazing experiences. I am going to Peru, then I will be back for 5 days and fly off to Ibiza.. Are you curious about my experience in Peru? Please watch my weekvlog #25 😉

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My name is Maria Johanna from The Netherlands (Amsterdam) and I can help you in your personal growth and your spiritual awakening. I started this journey by publishing my (Dutch) book ‘Quarterlife Challenge – Know what you want in 20 days’. With led to many other things. I would love to inspire you and help you in different ways such as; writing, giving lectures, workshops, meditations. My main focus is at arranging Retreats and Ayahuasca Ceremonies.

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