Vlog#22 Breakthrough! Moments of Truth

It can be very scary to listen to your heart. To say goodbye to beautiful things, people or experiences in your life. There are moment of starting something new and there are moments of saying goodbye.

We experience beginnings in endings in our lives. Now it was the moment for me to stop my Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands (for a while). A goodbye doesn’t need to be a goodbye forever. We never know what ‘a saying goodbye’ will bring.

One thing is for sure. It will open new doors. In these moments of saying goodbye it’s important to stay connected, feel and have faith! Trust yourself and make that jump. Life is uncertain. We never know what is waiting around the corner. This is where we can experience the beauty of life. This week I send my video out where I share that I will stop my Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands. I was feeling a lot of excitement.. And it felt so good like you can see in my video. My energy went to the roof. We don’t always know why things are happening. But we can feel if we are on the right path. The Universe gave me the confirmation that this is the right thing to do by giving me this amazing feelings.

On my closing week, my week was full of Ayahuasca Ceremonies. I have been guiding 4 ceremonies in 7 days. As I shared in my last vlog ‘What happened when you let go?’


The moment I closed the door of organizing Ayahuasca ceremonies in The Netherlands.. Peru came knocking on my door. I felt so much joy and excitement that this week I decided to go to Peru!! Because of this inner joy I invited people to join this journey and experience this Ayahuasca Retreat with me. I created a page and started with the first preparations.

Nothing is coincidence in life and there is no need to worry. Life always takes care of you. We know this, but it’s not always easy to live like this. We need to remember and reconnect with source. Ayahuasca is an amazing tool to reconnect to source, remember who you are and let go of your worries. It constantly shows you The Truth. Ayahuasca gives you a reset of your program. Symbolically speaking, it gives you an upgrade of your software.

I am very much looking forward to the day that we can Legalize Ayahuasca. It’s still a grey area. It’s not forbidden, but also not well-known as a medicine. I think it’s very important that there will come more research about the effect of Ayahuasca. We need to create more scientific proof that Ayahuasca is a ancient healing medicine. It doesn’t need to be ancient any more.. There is a Spanish pharmacologist working at Sant Pau hospital in Barcelona called Jordi Riba who has done fifteen years of research about the effect of Ayahuasca. You can reed more in this article.


It would be great if we would live in a World where we remember that we can get healing out of nature. Earth can give us everything we need. Ayahuasca is just one example. The same like weed oil. More and more people start to use weed oil for healing and other plants to heal themselves.

I like to close my week vlog with embracing that our feelings are always right. We can trust them even when our mind is telling something else. The heart will always win. Sometimes you have to make decisions in your life that are painful in the beginning. These are the Moments of Truth. Those moments can be challenging.. But there is no other way than The road of your heart. Life your Truth. Follow your heart.

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Author Blog – Maria Johanna

My name is Maria Johanna from The Netherlands (Amsterdam) and I can help you in your personal growth and your spiritual awakening. I started this journey by publishing my (Dutch) book ‘Quarterlife Challenge – Know what you want in 20 days’. With led to many other things. I would love to inspire you and help you in different ways such as; writing, giving lectures, workshops, meditations. My main focus is at arranging Retreats and Ayahuasca Ceremonies.

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