Weekvlog #19 Live with Uncertainty

Hesitation: Stop Working with Ayahuasca or not?

Do you ever hesitate about something? Sometimes it can be hard to stop something beautiful. This can be a love relationship, a job, a house, a country or a business. For many people it’s even hard to stop something that is making them unhappy. How many people are in a relationship that is not fulfilling them anymore or do a job that is not giving them the right energy?

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I wrote it already last week: sometimes is harder to stop something than to start something new. This is what we call comfort zone. This week I am still in my process to stop my Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands. It’s difficult to stop something which makes many people happy and is changing people’s lives.

For me this was a huge hesitation. When I look back at this video I see that I am not sharing everything why I want/have to stop my ceremonies. But I see: I am strongly thinking about taking a break and make a new start. A new start with new energy.

We can’t control life. There’s also destiny in life. That’s why I love the speech from Mother Teresa:

Lord, make a instrument of Thy peace that,
Where there is hatred, I may bring love;
That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness;
That, where there is discord, I may bring harmony;
That, where there is error, I may bring truth;
That, where there is doubt, I may bring faith;
That, where there is despair, I may bring hope;
That, where there are shadows, I may bring light;
That, where there is sadness, I may bring joy.
Lord, grant that I may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted, to understand than to be understood;
To love than to be loved; for it is by forgetting self that one finds;
It is forgiving that one is forgiven; it is by dying that one awakens to eternal life.

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Author Blog – Maria Johanna

My name is Maria Johanna from The Netherlands (Amsterdam) and I can help you in your personal growth and your spiritual awakening. I started this journey by publishing my (Dutch) book ‘Quarterlife Challenge – Know what you want in 20 days’. With led to many other things. I would love to inspire you and help you in different ways such as; writing, giving lectures, workshops, meditations. My main focus is at arranging Retreats and Ayahuasca Ceremonies.

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