I just made the decision to stop with my Ayahuasca Ceremonies in The Netherlands for now. The process of letting go can be very emotional. The only thing you can do is just to experience these emotions. Just live the emotions. It’s amazing to make a new start. Feel free and to let life come to me and follow what is meant to happen. There is no end, to nothing. Life is infinite.
This has been the most emotional week of my life where I was saying goodbye to my biggest love. Something can feel really good but still sometimes it’s meant to say goodbye. It’s painful. Ayahuasca is my biggest love. She gave me everything. But I realized that I have been working so hard this year. it’s good to create more space for myself.